I say!

Hey there peoplllllle!

Sorry i havent written in a couple of days :/ friday, didnt really have an excuse since i was on facebook for ages so i could have easily opened a new tab and wrote about my day ;) pahah but i didnt. Because, im LAZY. And yesterday didnt get in till about 11 and i was way to tired to do anything but sleep! Haha, so yaarrr. Thats the story of my shit blogging! Friday was just a normal day of school, although form wasnt that great cuz i realised how stupid i was, haha, and then it was drama which was funnnnnnnnnn. Then yesterday i went shopping with Sas, didnt actually buy anything though! Get me ;) and then i went back to hers and we chilleedd and took loads of pics and then we went to see Journeys End with James, Emma, Ellie & Becky! It was really good, thats what the titles about actually cuz in it there all really posh and they kept going ''I Say'' and ''Rather'' Haha! But other than the weird language ;) it was a very good play, although it was verryy long it went on from 8 to about quarter to 11! There was an interval though. Such a great interval, Ellie but an ice cube down my top! Good one Ellie ;) It was funny though cuz there were these posh people next to us just giving us like discusted looks! Haha, good times! ;) But yeah the actual plot of the play was really good it was about this young boy who'd just come to war and he ends up dying :/ its really sad, and its even sadder when you think that this actually did happen to people :( I didnt cry though, got pretty freaked out though cuz at the end when the dugout got bombed the sound effects were so 'effin loud! No joke, it was craazyyy! Another good thing was we got the tickets for free! Im not sure why but it was like this offer; all under 26's get it for free, which was great cuz we were sort of made to go and see it by our drama teacher cuz we have to study it i think anyway for drama and he was like GO SEE IT. Haha, so it was good that we could just go for free considering none of us really chose to go ;) But i probs would have seen it anyway cuz it was brill! Hope you like the pic btw. Its a valentines card that me and Sas found in wh smiths yesterday! God, we were laughing so much at it!!!! We're well mature. ;) Hehe, speaking of valentines day, happy valentines day (for tomorrow!) everyone!!!!! I hate valentines day personally but ya know im just being kind ;)
Post soon. Cyaaaa.

''If push came to shove, if it was a choice between your life and hers, you'd choose you. I'd always choose her. Always.''

Heeey.
So first i think i should explain the long title! Its a line from the book im reading :) I seriously almost cried when i read it, i just think its so cute! Its such a good book tbf, im only only page 80 something though so yeahhhhh. Haha, its about these two people called Jack and Libby, and Jacks the guy who says that line and he's talking about Libby who was in a car crash and he's talking to the fireman who rescued her, haha, you probably didnt expect a whole synopsis of a book but hey! Haha, and thats the reason for the pic to, cuz its all about lurrrrrrveeee. Paha, anywayyyyy :L, on to today, well todays been normal. Only word for it hahaha, i had a phliosphy and ethics test in the morning which went okay i suppose! And yeah the rest of the day went on a bit but what do you expect?! ;) Atm im watching Gavin & Stacey, man i love this programme! Because im so cool, i have all the episodes on dvd! Paha, get me ;)
I think im gunna stop this blog. Now. Haha, cuz really im just rambling about nothing, so yeah, sorry this is so short and boring but yeah that was todays day!! ;)
See yazzz.

Do you have a baby in your drawer?!

Helllllllo.
So today was a good day! Well goodish :) it was pretty funny at break, haha wont go into deets though ;) And it was good cuz usually i hate wednesdays but today the lessons were alright, didnt drag on as long as  usual ;) Hope you like the pic btw! I know it was only like last week i had a photo of my pg tips ted ;) on here but omg i thought this pic was sooo cute! Haha, i took it with my camera, and ahh its adorable ;) I know its only a little teddy but hey! :P Its a cute one ;) So, atm im watching waterloo road hence the title ;) hahaa, todays ep is about this girl having her child taken away from her by her mum and Genise like took the baby and hid it in a drawer!! Pahaha, :') it was so funny, the story lines just get worse & worse tbf, I used to love waterloo road but now its just got shit, i mean George Sampson is in it!!! Wtf?! :L He's only on it cuz he's dancing career went down the draainnnn. Aha, and he's such a bad actor!! Im so nice ;) I had a physics test today which went alright, it was a foundation though which means i can only get a C which means i'll probs get like a D! Haha, but yeah it was pretty easy so hopefully i did okay :) ive got a phliosphy & ethics test tomorrow, im okay at it but at the tests i always fail! I can never remember all the like specific details and stuff but ive revised a lot so fingers crossed! ;) Ooooh before i forget, please if you like reading blogs ;) follow Jess'! She made it agesss ago and then never wrote in it and now shes like obsessed with writing it! Paha, so yeah if you wanna read it its: enoughaboutyoublogblogblog.blogspot.com! Its v good ;)
Post tomorrow xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
^^ oooh over load of kisses much ;)

Eugh, sexism.

Hello!
So today was another one of those shit days :/ ShitShitShit. Im not gunna go into deets though cuz as i always say you probs wouldnt care!! :L But there is a good thing that comes out of these shit days! You get to learn who your good, real friends are :) Me and Emma were talking about this earlier, haha we were just saying how we're never really sad at school but this past couple of weeks i have been and people have been so nice about it! Its weird until something goes wrong you never really know who your true friends are! Haha, anywho enough with the deep meaningful rubbish ;) So yeah today, wasnt great, yesterday was gooood though! Pe was just hilarious with Immy :') although she did end up wacking me in the face with a baminton racket :P haha, surprisingly it didnt really hurt but i did get like a red bump on my head!! :S Sorry i didnt write yesterday, i really have no excuse, i just wasnt in the mood. Oooooh another good thing about yesterday was glee was on :D :D yaaaaay! And Finn took his top off so did Sam and Will ;D so yeah twas good ;) So today after school i just did homework and revised, funnnn. Cuz i have a physics test tomorrow, its just a little one though so its all good! Hope you like the title ;) i was talking to Alex and he made some sexist joke and i was like grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Haha, i just seriously hate sexism! So much, i mean yeah sometimes its okay if its just a little stupid joke but like my granddad is sooo sexist! He came over the other day and i was saying about how men are always right and shizz, and i was like ERM NO. THATS COMPLETE SHIT. ;) Haha, didnt actually say that cuz my granddad would have been appalled ;) but i sure did show i was angry! Paha, i just think its so stupid!!! Women are just as good as men. In some cases even better! And as for the pic, hope you like it! I took it yesterday, its of Molly, me and Beth :)
Post tomorrow (maybe) ;) BYE.

I learnt to read!!! ;D

Hello there! ;)

Haha, that was random :P So yeah HEY. Like the title? Very witty eh? ;) I got it off Emma :L Cuz i was telling her about how i bought a book yesterday and she was like OMG YOU READ?!?!?! So yeah thats the story of todays title!! :P If your at all interested which ya know you probs arent but im gunna say it anyway! The book i got was the women he loved before me :) Its by Dorothy Koomson, i loveee her books. Ive only read one before and that was the ice cream girls which was soo good! So i thought id give this one a try! My mums always up for buying me books cuz shes like yes my daughters reading!! Pahaha, so when it was half price as well she jumped at the chance :P Ive only read a bit but it seems pretty good :) anywayyy back on to the weekend, well today i havent really done much, homework & shizz tbh :/ so yeah pretty boring day :/ But yesterday was fun. I got a camera finally!! :D Its actually pretty good :D Its in olympus and it seems alright so far! I also went into town with theee muvvv and thats when she bought me the book :L and i also got some foundation cuz im cooooool and my face looks bad without it :P Hahah, then later on me and mum went to Karens cuz we were on our way to Margot's (my mums friend!) daughters engagement party and Karens house is right near there! So yeah we stopped off there for a bit and i took some awesome piccyyss with my new camera :D the one on here is of me and george :) god i love that boy! And he finally agreed to hug me so i was yesssss ;) teehee, and then we went to the party. It was okay, we hadnt seen anyone who went for like years! So it was a tad awkward ;) but Lucy, Margots younger daughter whos my age, was really nice and we had a lot to talk about cuz we hadnt seen each other in years!! So yeah over all twas a goooood day! Wish i could say the same for today, ive been mega bored!! :P Oh well... haha
Post tomorrow, cya. :)

I wish.

Yo.

Today was a fun packed day of school. And then drama which actually was fun packed!!! :D Paha, we played holy ??? Ahh, cant think of the second word! :L But yeah its basically this game where you all sit in a circle and someone is elected president and then theres also a vise president and they just literally tell everybody what to do!! And you have to ask if you want to move and stuff, sounds weird but its very fun and HILARIOUS :') cuz you have punishments and stuff and yeah its a goooood game! :D Reason for the title is just i seriously spend to much of my important time ;) wishing i was better. Like honestly i find a floor in everything i do! And you little readers (emma) ;) are probably sitting there thinking argh shes just trying to be attention seeking, she just wants people to sympathise with her and tell her she's great and feel sorry for her! But that really isnt it. I just i dunno because im not clever, im just not. I know im not, and because im not exactly the prettiest person you'll ever see!! ;) I just find floors in everything, and compare myself to everyone else! Especially my friends, like Jess is so gorgeous so's Sas, so's Emma and there all sooooo clever! Like every single one of my friends is like amazingly clever, no joke :P so i dunno compared to them i just feel so dumb and shit :/ and whenever i try to look nice or seem clever someone else always beats me!! ;) or calls me ugly or says im freaky!! :( So yeah, because of all these reasons i just spend a lot of my time worrying and i just have no self esteem, well no thats not true, cuz im a really loud confident person like i do a lot of drama and im alright at that and im really really loud and speak the truth!! ;) So i guess i do have self esteem but i just dont with some things!! And i just dont want to be like I WISH anymore, cuz i know it doesnt do anything :/ i dont wanna have to be all paranoid about things but i am! Haaa, this is so random but ive been thinking about this a lot latley so i thought id write it down ;) But i think ive actually realised that theres no reason to be like i wish i was clever, i wish i was pretty anymore because i cant change what im like! Okay from now on i will stop stop stop stopppppppp with all this stupidness cuz whatever i do im never gunna be able to change things! I just always seem to be wanting to be like other people but ahhh theres just no point! I really just need to try and be happy :) Haha, hope you enjoyed this random outburst of my problems!! Sorry this is so weird, but my day was boring so i thought id blog about something different for a change ;) Ooooh and hope you like the pic :D i took it ageesss ago in waterstones before my camera broke! Aha, that book is immense ;D i remember reading it loads when i was little :')
Anywho, post tomorrow. Later.

the big 50! ;)

Hello!
Sorry sorry sorrryyy (emma) ;) that i havent written my blog in well forever. Okay not forever like 2 days but still! Haha, theres not really many excuses. Tuesday, cant actually remember why i didnt write and well yesterday i went to have a swine flu jab, then went to ask with my mum then came home and loads of shit started going dowwnn ;) haha, thats such a chavvy expression but its true! And then yeah waterloo road was on and stuff so yeah sozzarddd ;) God im being so weird in this!! :L Aha, so on to today, well tbh it wasnt a good day. I was really upset about a few things, wont go into deets cuz you probably really dont care! Plus i felt pretty ill yesterday afternoon and it sorta carried on to today :/ it didnt help the fact that i slept really badly last night! :( so when i woke up this morning i was just sooo tired and achey and i kept sneezing and stuff :/ plus my arm was aching loads from the jab. The actual jab itself didnt hurt but the nurse did warn it'd ache loads through the next 24 hours! :( And then today at school Sas was really upset because of things that'd been happening and i was all upset for her and just generally really confused about things! Its so difficult when you have a problem and you just really dont know what to do! :( Thats how i felt today :/ but all my friends were so good about the fact that i was all depressed and annoying today :L especially Bessie! Seriously that girl is like my mum! ;) She acts so motherly and nice towards everyone! Bessie is da bestt ;) haha, she really is tbf! And so was everyone else! If i were one of my friends today i honestly would have like slapped me, I was just completly overreacting! But its all good now, and Sas is okay :) Sooo yeah, a stressful day much?! ;) Post tomorrow people reading this crap!! ;) xoxox
Ooooh reason for the title is cuz this is my 50th blog :D :D, im quite proud of myself tbf ;) haha, i thought id write like 1 and then give up! Haha, thats what usually happens! So its good that ive actually stuck at it! :D and the pic is just yeah totally random but i thought it was pretty cute :)