Boys, Breakups, Best friends, Pom bears, Picnics, Fattys, Shakespeare, Fajitas & Monologues.

HELLO.

Havent spoken in a while have we?! ;) So as you can probably tell by the title lots of stuff is going to appear in this blog ;) Haha! So lets start from the very beginning, okay so thursday was immense, first day with my bezzzieee matteyy ;) Jess or as i like to call her fatty, teehee! We met on wednesday night and we had an hilarious night tbf! It was sooooooo fagging funny :') We gave each other makeovers. When i say makeovers i mean basically putting a load of old shitty makeup all over each others faces and clipping as many flowers clips as possible into my hair! Hahah! Then on thursday we went ice skating with Ellen which was v fun albeit kind of scary. Haha, i fell over as well :/ but in my defence it was cuz Jess pushed me over! Haha, and then after ice skating we went to sainsburys! Cuz we're cool ;) and get a load of food to make fajitas with and also food for our picnic the next day. Yes you saw it A PICNIC. I freakin' love picnics <3 so yeah on friday we went on a 'lil walk up the hills with James, Emma and Sas and then after walking for hours and hoursss, okay more like minutes and minutes ;) we stopped and put our (emmas!) cute little picnic blanket down and sat and ate pom bears and oreos and loads of other unhealthy but nice tasting food! ;) It was so much fun, haha! Then we took loads of pictures of us jumping off the bench and of james up a tree! :L Then we thought we'd be spontaneous so we walked down to the cinema and went to see Gnomeo & Juliet, it was an awesome film tbf! And it had all these cool Shakespearian references in it, so yeah friday was another great day. Then friday night me and Jess watched Bambi, haha, i was really intrigued to see it after Emma kept talking about it on monday so when mum bought it i was like yesss watching that! Meeh, it was okay! The animals were all pretty cute though (: And then on saturday we went to see private peaceful at the theatre. That was a bit of a let down though, i was soooo excited about seeing it cuz ive read the book twice and i absolutely love it! So i was like ahh i cant wait to see how they perform it and portray the but it turned out all it was was a 'dramatic monologue.' Basically it was just this one guy talking to the audience for an hour and a half! I mean yeah he was SUCH a good actor but i've already read the book so it was just like paying money to go get someone to read it for me with accents!!! Haha, but i cant complain cuz it was good and i dont really know what i expected since the book itself is all in first person as its a diary! Then we came home and cuz in town i got some pictures developed me and Jess decided to extend my photo wall ;) And this morning i extended it even more with loads of really old photos and now it looks awesome! I love my wall ;) haha, and then we made cookies and made dinner, and then it was time to take Jess home. Miss her already, and i wont be seeing her again till atleast easter :/ But it was an awesome couple of days despite our constant arguing ;) haha! But if we didnt argue and have our little slap bets it wouldnt be the same! Aha, so yeah thats been my couple of days :) and then today well today today today has been one of the weirdest days ever, i woke up put some more photos on my wall :L went to waitrose with my mum! And then came home and shit starteddd! Well actually this kind of shit had been happening for a few days. Basically it was shit between me and pete, i wont go into it all because it doesnt really matter much anymore! He just didnt really get me at all :/ we'd been going out for about 3 months and we barley ever saw each other apart from at school, never really texted or anything and it just got all too much. I was just unhappy with him tbh, and i he was unhappy too. When Emma & Sas tried to talk to him about it he just got all pissed off and then today when i spoke to him (on facebook chat!) about it i just got angry and upset, i even started crying at one point because it just really seemed like he didnt care and he was being all rude and boyish! Well no he didnt not care, he just didnt care enough! Which i just couldnt really take, i guess im kind of a person who likes to be reassured and he really didnt understand that. So yeah in the end we broke up, but its all good! You know what its better than good, its ace :D i feel sooo much happier now and we ended on good terms and we were even like yeah we should stay friends! Everyones been sooo good about it though! Emma throughout it all has been like the best help you could ever help ;) so's Sas and James and just everyone! And Ellie sent me this hilarious youtube video called "how to deal with breakups" paha, its so funny! So yeah but tbh i dont really need that, cuz honestly im just sooo happy! I dont think ive been this happy in a while :) when i was with him i was just constantly being let down and now although i dont have a guy to hold my hand or hug me or like me atleast im no longer all worried and be let down and sad all the time! Im just so much happier this way :D So yeah its been a weird day with a bitter sweet ending ;) Its gunna be very strange at school though and i think i probably will miss him but in the long run it was the best thing to do :) Im not actually going to school tomorrow though but i'll explain all that in my next blog cuz this has been a long enough blog ;) Hope you like all the pictures btw, i got the idea of having lots of pictures from Emma's blog plus the fact that ive taken so many pictures this past couple of days and wanted to share them all ;)
Blog soon.
Sorry this is so long but hoped you enjoyed it! ;)
Anna xxx.